"And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking Racing around to come up behind you again The sun is the same in a relative way, but you're older Shorter of breath and one day closer to death"

Many of us are familiar with these famous lines of a song called "time" by Pink Floyd. Isn't it so true. I was going through the same feeling on my birthday which was few weeks ago. I turned 26 and realize its too old an age to be in. Its the prime time of my life and probably after this i would be at the descending part of my life physically if not mentally.

When i was child i wanted to be a young man as soon as possible and wanted to do so many things, I wonder where that child has lost now when i am a full grown young man. But has he really got lost..No he hasn't. Its there somewhere there in my mind and keeps nagging me to look out for things which he always aspired to do. That child wanted to spend some day all alone in some unknown place with unknown people. Child wanted to know about the world, this universe, the whole purpose of life, He wanted to wander on  mountains besides the green green grass and lush trees around. He wanted to sleep in mother nature's lap. Life is beautiful indeed. Enjoy every phase of it and do whatever the child in you wants to do because child has the purest and non-manipulative thought. 

Loser... a momentary one. But is he really one. All of us identify ourselves as loser at one point of time..don't we? I don't celebrate it but losing gives me a deep sense of feeling, a feeling which is an opportunity for me to explore new avenues of life and potential in me. And hence i derive an iota of pleasure from this feeling as it brings a whole new world of opportunities before me. its exciting, yeah its pretty exciting. Being loser is relative, may be i am a lesser loser than other or may be slightly more. Nobody like to lose and hence initially even I don't go with a mindset of losing it but when i get shock then i feel a strange pain which streams me to a flow of introspection and life as such... "So many people do it so what so unique am i doing or which satiates my never ending quench for knowing the purpose of my life".
Believe me its a good feeling to be loser or its good to lose in a way. It is strange but definitely a positive feeling. Being a winner is so boring and it takes u to that part of life which is very much into this worldly mundane, but losing brings you into the sphere of self-realization and hence you introspect and feel better. Don't feel dejected or sulk over losing. Its only an opportunity for you to see yet another amazing aspect of you and life.